um, i was pretty careful about everything but could've done better....she was on the pill but i didn't have a rubber. (go figure) geez, this thread is damn near turning into porno so i'll change the subject.
i had posted here a while back about my struggle in the org. but yes, i am planning on going to a music production school and *gasp* not spending my time in the full time service! i've read crisis of conscience and other books and websites pertaining to evolution and the context that the bible is to be taken in, and my decision is pretty much made up. i've told my parents, including my elder father, and they're not ecstatic about it and i still do go to some meetings, but overall, they have been pretty accepting which i appreciate. i don't post here much either, but reading all the information and other peoples experiences here has really helped me as well. the hardest thing is gradually losing my friends in the org, which were pretty much all i had, but i've been trying to develop realationships with "worldly" folk here locally and that too has helped.
so thanks again to all of you here!